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| its the end of another week , feeling jittery about returning to camp , after all , haven't been back for a month. My weekend was illuminated by the victory against "KINGS" to claim the fourth spot going into the semi's . Made a couple and scored one , the match marked my return to the first team after a 3 week abscence and it sure felt good. Was supposed to meet up with jeannie and the boys but a series of late and non-replies saw the whole idea scrapped and i ended up at matt's house having a BBQ with the SJI fellas. The food was good but of course deep down i had wished to be somewhere else . These days , i feel weary , fatigued physically and emotionally ...."What a feeling" they say , an emotional rollercoaster set to surprise and thrill with its many ups and downs since the day i boarded it ... a ride u cant get off once u start ... no matter how scared , no matter how high or how low u go ... u just cant get off... bear in mind , im not trying to get off this ride .... i chose to take this ride and i will ride it all the way... | | |
| Another day has passed and things still stay the same , so many things to think about , so much time to use , so little choices....so many decisions to make . Sometimes i dunnoe what im doing , but at other times , i seem so sure . Life is about opportunity , if u make full use of one , u'll succeed , if u fail to see one .... so be it , But know this , opportunities dont just drop from the sky anymore , not in this society , not in this country not in this era... When i talk about opportunities , everything , Jobs , relationships , family , religion .... everything under the sun basically. My point is that if one doesn't carve out his own opportunity or at least search for it extensively , he may just be an average joe in denial pretending to be content with his/her life. Dunnoe why im saying all this but its a penny for my thoughts...with regards to my personal life , Ive thought long and hard and decided to wait . Its gonna be tough and one hell of a long road , but hey , i think its worth it , or rather , i'll never know until i wait... | | |
| The weekend has come to an end . Saturday was really hectic , went for physio in the morning , then for the crunch match at YCK , didnt get to play long though , but it was my return from injury and i was happy to say i ran around the field almost almost almost fully fit . YUpz , went to the cage after that with the boys and had a pretty good soccer workout which saw me totally exhausted after that . This was followed by jeannie driving us to the esplanade for some really delicious HOKKIEN MEEE , sadly i had to leave early and rush down to my friend's place as i had earlier promised him i'd be going . Apart from the sad fact that i left early , i totally enjoyed myself with the ruggers at Wayne's place . After a couple of drinks , out came YOU RAISE ME UP by JOSH GROBAN from my mouth . HEHEHz. yah that was followed by some really good fellowship etc. Sunday was pretty much usual , went to church at the cathedral and the choir there was as usual , amazing . really really good . After that , had to stop by the driving centre for my lessons . Missing u...... | | |
| HMz just got back from holland V , had a quick"sip" there and then came home . The ruggers were there after training as they had been all week . Training was good today , really shagged , but good . Was able to run again and that was to me a great thing . May not be playing on saturday though , no matter how important the game is , a semi fit me isnt gonna be of much use so we'll see how things go. On a lighter note , im happy ... dunnoe why also . been thinking about u know who lately . just cant get it out of my head , but im not complaining. I dunnoe how she feels abt things , i dunnoe so many things , I do know one thing though , i know what's in my heart ... People say thats whats most important , but i say how much importance can that play if in the end it may all just be wishful thinking ??? think about that ................. | | |
| This is not good , spent the whole day thinking about u know what and u know who . Have an appointment at the physio today and went fro training just now , realised that my back is really not ready yet but it has to be ready for this weekend..... :( no choice , should be fine in these few days , i hope and i pray . As for the brownie situation , i really dunnoe , as days go by , its getting better , but the thing is that makes things even harder , so many possibilities , so many different formulations , so many what ifs . Sometimes i wish that the brownie would just turn stale or something , but its not , and although im enjoying it , its making things really really crazy . Im growing into this so called brownie , falling head over heels with this simple yet sophiscated brownie.... No im not crazy but Brownie is a codename .... till next time. | | |
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